Taverna OPA!

This Week End Was A Blast!!!

Taverna Opa With Savvvvy,Kat,Bianca,Lizzie,Kicky,Keva,Kurt..[Alot Of Ks]







Kurt And Savvvy Fell Off The Tables And Kurt Proved That He Can Pop His Ass Better Than 98% Of Women

Fixing Yourself

Everyone Has Things That They Feel Are "Wrong" With Them But No One Ever Does Anything About It.

So ive Made A List Of Things I Dislike About Myself

-Too Trusting Of People
-Too Feminine
-Try Too Hard To Impress People Sometimes
-Giving People Equal Attention That They Deserve
-Facial Problems(Acne,Facial Hair,Thick Eyebrows)
-Lose Interest In Things Easily
-Addictive Personality
-Back Stabbing
-Bitchy[Overall]
-Two Faced

-To Be Continued-

Drama Free Theatre?

I Know As Theatre People (Myself Included) We Always Over Exaggerate Situations
But Why Do We All Stab Each Other In The Back.

The Theatre Department Is So Fake It Pisses ME Offff SO Much.
Just Because Someone Got A Lead Role Or The Part You Wanted
Isnt A Reason To Bitch People Out Or Start Rumors About That Person.
Also Just Because Someone Is Confident About Themselves Doesnt Mean You Have The Right To Tell Them All Their Flaws.

Most Of The Conflicts Are Fueled By Jealously

Why Cant We Just BE Happy For Each other Once In A While

We Are Family Not Mean Girls.

Confusion

You Leave Me In This Haze.
Where I'm Blocked Out From The World
Like A Little Vial You Can Pull Off Of The Shelf.

Im Always There When You Need Me.
But What Happens When I Need Something.
Im Just Sitting There, Collecting Dust.

Maybe You Dont Relise It But This Process Requires Effort From Both Sides.
You Need Me.
I Need You.

But It Seem Like Im Only An Asprin To The Thousands Of Other Drugs You Have.
Im Not Just A Pill You Can Take When You Feel Like It.
Im Supposed To Special.

Things I Hate....

I Started My List Of Things I Love So Why Not Have A List Of Things I Hate...
(To See My Listy Of Things I Love Click Here)

-The Sentance "We Need To Talk"
-People Who Live For Drugs
-Twilight
-Dead Hair(From Dying Too Much)
-Broken Nails
-Being Forced To Do Something
-Church
-Bible Studies
-Christianity In Gerneral
-Gnomes
-Broadaway Shows Closing
-Cockyness
-Cock-Blockers
-The Color Grey
-Eggplants And Brusselsprouts
-Cell Phones Dying
-Getting Brain Cancer From Cell Phones
-Florida
-People Who Use A LOT Of Chat Lingo
-l33t.
-Being Ignored
-Having No Internet
-Cleaning Bedrooms
-Broken Dance Shoes
-Tan Lines
-Make Up Lines
-Not Being Able To Coverup Hickeys
-Being Denied Friendship
-Getting Ditched
-Slow Walkers
-Slow Drivers
-Slow Ice Skaters
-SLOW PEOPLE IN GENERAL
-Being Talked To Like Your Stupid
-Emails
-Finding An Empty Food Box In The Kitchen
-George Bush
-College Applications
-Waiting For The Mail
-People Who Change For People
-Being At A Party Where You Dont Know Anyone
-People Chewing On Food In A REALLY Quiet Room
-Having Nothing To Eat/Drink
-Getting Late/No Responses To Text Messages
-Cooked Fish
-Eating Food And Chewing On A Piece Of Tin Foil/Fork
-Velcro Openning
-Being Used For Things
-Breakups
-Someone Leaving Without A Hug Or Saying Goodbye

-More To Come-

Teen Ghost

I Wrote This About This Guy Who Since Writing This Ive Become A Lot Closer Too
^.^ <3

11/20/08

I pass you everyday watching you walk blankly to your next class.
You've always been there but you never got spotted.
Until that note.
The one note that was so simple but yet so honest...
So caring..
So...Real.
These feeling arn't of love.
They are merely interest.
The interest of who you really are and of where your going.
Its almost like a game for me.
Timing my exit perfectly so i can sneak a glimpse of you.
But you never notice.
You just walk your path step by step.

But one of these days.
That is going to change.
I'm going to stand in front of your path demanding your attention.
Screaming and jumping to try and catch your eye.
It won't do any good though you'll just walk right through me.
Its like I'm just a ghost in your high school life.

The Human Punching Bag

11/21/08

I'm the human punching bag.
Everyone throws their emotion into me.
The constant beating hurts and brings me down.
But I don't have to show it. I hide it.
I hide behind my mask so I dont bring you down.
I hide so I don't have to show you how I feel.
I want to scream,shout,and cry but I don't.
I deal with emotion by myself.
I don't need to do it in front of others.
I just dance it off. I dance to escape.
Without this I'd be just like you.
Another fool presenting their emotions for everyone else.
I hide.
I dance.
I escape.
So I don't end up like you.